It's so funny how people who write have a process. My process is usually the content first and then later I try to make witty title but somehow this one is different the title came first...so this one is about another observation I made to tie something together. You know some of God's mysterious ways. Let me tell you about an ex boyfriend. I'm going to call him Gilbert. So Gilbert and I meet online and I went to meet him in Dallas, this was when you didn't really hear about people getting killed or getting cut into little pieces by people they meet on the internet and if you had, at that point I had not. Either way Gilbert and I were not together long, we were not compatible long term but he was a course corrector in my life. Those people are the people that God sends in your life to adjust your path because there is something that needs to change or adjust in your life. So I'm sure I have mentioned it before that I have a rich circle of friends stemming from this one family I meet when I was 9 years old. Well there was a time where we were not seeing eye to eye and we were not on speaking terms. So this is where Gilbert was instrumental, I asked him what he thought about the situation and he advised me to reunite with Maria. We had stopped talking because at the time her husband and I didn't really get along. So his opinion persuaded me to call her and become friends again. If that had not happened I would have never meet Judy, who now is also one of my besties. So recently I had a situation that now I believe was another course corrector. I meet someone online which I never got to meet in person. Anyways to be honest the pix were too good to be true and one of my thoughts was, what does this dude want with me? which I know, I should not have been thinking that but Ill address that in a min. Ok so because of those pictures, they made me want to get fit again. So I started going to walk at the park and I have been going everyday since the 4th of July so almost one month. I have seen a difference in my body and my confidence. My mom and my friends see a difference too. So I'm super happy that God cares enough about me to bring someone into my life that by no action of their own could inspire me to get fit. And I did need that for me. So I want to thank God that he is still looking out for me. That he has a plan and all I have to do is summit my life to him and it will happen in His timing. And as far as that thought I had. I have decided to take some time for myself. The time line is one month right now and just work on me and see where that thought stemmed from. Why did it come up? Why did I feel inferior to the guy in those pix? For all I know they might belong to someone else entirely...and all the stuff this person was saying could have been a straight up lie. So why did I think I was less worthy? So I'm gonna be working on that for the next month...So we shall see what this discovers...wish me luck, cus chances are, I'm gonna need it.
Xiomara
