So last Monday I got the results from the DNA test my dad and I took. I don't want to make it a long story but basically when I was one month old I was adopted by my dad's mom. My dad denied me for a really long time. He didn't treat me like a daughter, he's done and said really hurtful things over the years... but now its official I am his daughter. I don't really know how to feel. I know I need to forgive him. Oh and I havent told him...only becuase I don't speak to him unless I have to. The only reason we took the test was becuase my grams wanted to know for sure. I'm happy I'm related to the person who adopted me but it really doesn't change much I still love her the same. Maybe it hasn't sunk in yet...Idk. Usually I have more of lesson I learn from things like this but I have admit this time I can't put the words to my feelings yet...so we will see...
