I'm not gonna lie there are a lot of things I think "what if" about...like what if my family would never have left our country, what if there wasn't a cival war? Where would I be ? Would I be married? Would I have kids ? Would I have gotten a degree? Would I still be living in El Salvador? So many questions...so many possibilities...its like one question leads to another and its just pointless. Because I believe in God and I believe He has a plan, I also believe His plan is and always will be better than mine. Like I have written before...God directs my path. Sometimes there have been times where I thought that he had abandoned me because ugly things have happened to me ( like when I was shot). Yes, that was hell! I had many surgeries and many scars and it hurt like no other pain I have ever had BUT God didn't let me die. God let me live and go back to work and get a promotion...and I wouldnt be where I am if it weren't for what I went through. So yeah there are times that think what if?... but I don't linger on those thoughts too much... becuase it's just an unessesary rabit whole I don't need to dwell in. It's better to concentrate on my goals and try to do things to get me there. Let God continue to guide me in the right direction.
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