Road trip

I used to go on road trips a lot. They were for only a few hours. So today I went to see a small town to check up the beach hoping it woukd be nicer than Galveston. IDK what do you think?

Panhandelers...what's your stance?

Whag do you guys think about the people who stand out in the street asking for money? Lately I noticed more and more of them. Ok so I used to give them money I thought ok one dollar isn't much, right? But then multiple things happened. Like there is this one on a very popular street corner that like to "clean" people's windshields. I told him no once and he used the squggie to him my back window of my car. WTF? Then I heard about this one guy that panhandles but he goes home to a mantion. I think one of my teachers to me that...Moreover my coworker says his dad went to give mcdonalds to one and the panhandeler threw the food back at him because he wanted money instead. I mean now I just don't know if giving them my hard earned money is what I need to be doing...I mean who is to say they are not using it get high or to buy alcohol anyways? I don't give anyone anymore but now I also think about why are they standing on the street corner? Its more than 100 degrees outside and wouldn't it be easier to get a job? IDK...what do you guys think, I'm I being a hard ass or not?

write about a ship that can take you to a place far from where you are now...

I would love to be going on a cruise...the best cruise I ever took was on the Carnival Magic. It was so much fin! All the people I sat with at dinner were amazing. I meet people at the bar and all over the ship really they were all amazing. I loved the water... on the ship. Sometimes you can get on a ship and all the water from the fountains can taste funny but the water from that ship I loved. This lady from my table gave me an excursion for free because she already had one fore that day. I meet a really handsome dude. I loved that ship! It has a small water park on it and a mini golf course and I believe it's called a sky course which I did get on. That ship was really Magical...I wish I was on it now...talking me to Mexico or Honduras like it did years ago...

Book review Sacred contracts by Caroline Myss

So I read this book and its really intresting. It talks about how in our life we have contracts with people. She says that before we were born we made contracts with souls for events in our life. She talks about how sometimes in our life we have things that happen to us and at the time we think thats its a horrible thing. She says but later we find out that that event was actually the best thing that could have happned. I found out that to be true for me when I got shot. It was HORRIBLE. But now looking back if I had not hone through it I wouldn't be as independent as I am today. So in the end GOD made it right. That was my mistake not giving up my purse because I got so angry, but GOD made it right. I can imagine all the things Mrs. Myss is saying but Im not sure if I belive everything she says in the book. Its intresting to listen to but at one piont I was thought to myself how high do you have to be to come up with all these theories? So Im gonna give it a 3 out of 5 stars.

"Post five things that make you laugh out loud"

Things my dogs do...like when Mclovin blows air out his snout cause he doesn't want to take a bath or do what my and I want him to do.
Things I have said to people. I'm really honest and sometimes the way I say things are funny. Like one time I told someone "It means exactly what it sounds like, its self explanatory. You like to waist my time don't you." ... looking back that was mean but I'm telling you he deserved it...that's why I thought it was funny.
Things that have happened to me are funny, like emabrassing moments...like the time I was so drunk I danced on a pole at tge club...fuck that wasn't cool at all but it happened and I can't change that I can only laugh about it.
Sometimes I remember scenes in movies and it makes me laugh like a scene from raod trip the movie when that skinny guy goes to eat at the pancake house and he sends the pancakes back then the cook puts the pancakes in his underwear and they take them back to him. When he puts them in his mouth and he says these are good. That always makes me laugh.
When I remember stuff people ask me like when someone asked me "Can I apply for a credit card to pay my overdraft at my bank? " I don't know how I didn't bust out laughing right there and then...

Aww...hell

Ok so I will admit something...I don't like to watch the news. I feel it only shows the bad things and not enough good things. That doesn't mean I don't know whats going on I just know about it in a different way. I do flipboard. Anyways this morning I browsing it like I do most mornings. An article in the washinton post said that a woman was a this wildlife nature park where there are tigers and such. I saw her get out of the car, come around it and talk the other person on the other side of the car while she was doing that Im not sure if she saw but this tiger cam up and grabbed, dragged susequently taking her from reach of the camera and another tiger killed her. All these questions in my mild like : why oh why would you get out of the car? Did you not see the tigers around? Did you think they were cute and cuddly? No, no... now she's gone. Damn...

"A letter to anyone"

I want you to know that I only hope that we get closer and closer. That I hope one day you say sorry for all the things you have done that were unfair. I hope one day we act like our relationship calls for. You were supposed to be my protector my example and even those formative years are gone I hope that in the future you begin to act more like what you are. In this year we have made advances in our relationship and I never thought we would ever make it here. If I would have know a dna test would have helped I would have asked for it sooner. But everything in due time, right?  I hope that we both help each other grow. I  need to work on forgiveness and you need to be more of a doer instead of a just a dreamer. I hope you help me with that and I hope I help you with being more grounded. I hope we get to a piont where we will be comfortable and proud in our roles, me as your daughter and you as my dad...