For you

 

I want that red velvet
I want that sugar sweet
Don't let nobody touch it
Unless thats somebody's me
I gotta me a man
There ain't no other way
Cause your hotter than the southern  california bay
I don't wanna play no games
Dont gotta be afraid
Dont give me all that shy shit
No makeup
Thats my
Sugar!

Wordless Wednesday

Wordless Wednesday

11. Go horseback riding, Check (2/24/2015)

So a while back I posted a list of things I wanted to do before I died...this was number 11. I just came back from a 7 day cruise in which I horsback rode. I can't say I would do it again if I had the chance but what I can say is that I'm glad I did it. I bought a two part excursion. The first part was just riding the horse in the woods. The second part was to ride the horse in the ocean. I almost didn't do the swim part but I'm glad I talked to some lady that was part of the guide team. She convinced me to do it and so I did. I know I would have regreted not to when I got home. I paid for something I might as well complete it, right? Like I said -even though I don't think I would not did it again I'm glad I did it. I meet a some really nice people. Here are some photos...btw Jamaica was very beautiful!! I can only thank God for letting me experience this. Oh and if in the picture with horse it looks like I'm scared, that's cuase I am!!! ...lol.

That's Dwane the tour guide and I, he's probably the reason why that horse didn't buck me off!!! He was amazing, l think he could tell I was scared. So he kept close by just in case my horse was scaring me. I was so happy to get that off my list...

The hourse' name was firefox, btw.

Funny Fridays: McLovin

Mommy is going on vacation for seven days!!

Funny Fridays: Ashton Kutcher Diaz and her hat

Found it on sale...lol

Meditation and I

So its been a long time running where I have felt, let's say under the weather. I been feeling stressed, fatigued, sad, unable to stay asleep but also just all around unhappy. Just not myself. In an effort to try to solve my problem I taken it upon myself to eat better and just get healthier. Well, one thing I hear that helps is meditation. So I found this application called Headspace. They have a program called take 10, which is like thier free intro program that teaches you the basics of meditation. Im currently on day 8 and at day 5 I already knew I was gonna subscribe. I LOVE it!  Andy has this calm voice that just makes me fall asleep. But by far the most important thing he has taught me so far is to be able to put thoughts in perspective. So often for me I have allowed my thougths to take over and drive me crazy all the while I'm supposed to be going to sleep. I'll give you an example, I'll be laying there in bed thinking about I forgot to buy dog food or I need to do this in the morning or not to forget to wake up extra early cause I have to this and that, endless crap basically and by the time I notice its 5 am and I haven't slept. Its teaching me to put thoughts aside, not to worry so much so I can sleep. I have slept better in the last week or so than in the last year!! Its amazing! I just thought I'd share this for those of you who might have the same problem. Thanks, if you have any questions let me know. :)